Man sometimes I get into my head too much and start thing about things I have no business thinking about anymore. It’s ok though, I’m not mad, I can accept those thoughts that run through me for exactly what they are, thoughts, figments of my imagination, memories. It really doesn’t matter what you call it, but it’s not real, it’s all up in your head. Yeah, there’s a lot of things I wish would’ve went differently in my life, but that wouldn’t have put me where I am today. Some days I wanna break down and give up, but I know I’ll never let myself do that, I’m too strong to be overcome by fear and vulnerability. Some days I want to give in to temptation and go back to my old ways, but that’s weakness and I will no longer be weak. I miss certain things, I really do, but time heals all and last time I checked the hands on the clock do t ever stop ticking. I think about it all the time and I’ve learned to realize that’s ok.